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Everyday things are written here... Parents are sooo full of it... Don't you hate it when your parents overlook you? I can't stand the fact that my parents ain't involved. They give me the opposite sex talk about... four years too LATE? And why can't they support the things that you Do and WANT to do... supporting your dreams. What kind of mother doesn't let her daughter become a cheerleader? Except if the family has financial problems. THAT I can understand... I personally want to become an actress. My mom thinks(since she knows that I'm insecure for "no reason at all")that I can't make it because it's too public. She wants me to work in a pharmacy or go into business... what kind of mother would disagree with what YOU want when YOU grow up? It's like... hello? It's MY future and I can do whatevers the f*ck I want. You pieces of sh*ts are so full of it! Talking about make up a story and we can make a movie out of it in a few YeArS together as a "FAMily!" Bull! Do you people think I'M dumb enough to sleep with the director to get MY parts? It doesn't even HAPPEN like that. Things are so much different now and they have to remember(since my parents are asian)that this Is the U.S. of f*cking A. They should ReAlLy get over it. Maybe, my mom Is dumb enough to sleep with my faggot ass stepdad but hey! I ain't like her. What do you guys think about all this? Give me your opinion at IkkleFokkinStaa@yahoo.com Really appreciate it! =) Lust Ever been in love? And you're soo young... I mean... you can't neccessarily call it love in the first place... and no one seems to understand that it's LOVE and not just your number one crush... you've cried your eyes out... you've slit your wrists a couple hundred times wondering when the book will end... wondering if it was destined to be "happily ever after"... just like a fairy tale... well... that's just a bunch of bull! This thing is called lust... and even though it's not love... it can still hurt like hell... it may EVEN be more powerful... a feeling of want. A feeling of unconditional WANT! That's what I wanted to start out with... the latest news... my first "love" is in "love" with... I can't even SAY because it's too painful. All a load of lies... Be sensitive I learned... that when people don't know what's going on with yah... they tend to act like everything's still normal. Whether they do or DON'T have a clue on what is really up... well... if you don't want to tell them... which that's how I usually am... just tell them to f*ck off because you ain't in the mood for sh*tting around with them... believe me! It works... and if you lose your friends... they really ain't friends, now, are they? And if YOUR the f*ckers who F*CKs with your friends in the FIRST place when you KNOW D*Mn right NOT to because they ain't in NO mood to f*ck around with yah little sh*ts I strongly suggest you BE SENSITIVE!!!! If you DON'T then there goes another friendship's end. =P

Daily Depressant So... school's started back up again, eh? Hey... I got some MORE depressing news... my number one guy, TK(the one I interviewed with) is ill!!! Isn't that sad? =( I'm really depressed right now and so that's kind of why I put that be sensitive sh*t on there... ANYWAY... happen to know that I have acquired a new wound? It's on the left side on the front of my shoulder. It hurts like h*ll!!! Like... on the first day I didn't notice it at all and I thought the throbbing wasn't anything big... and then... next morning I was staring at myself in the mirror(big surprise, eh?) and I was just sooo surprised! I was like... where the h*ll did this come from??? Aaaaahhh!! Kinda thing, ya know? Yeah... hey! I'm as bored as you are!!! =P Jennie Pho I've FINALLY gotten to talk to my cousin Jennie and it's so cool because I can still remember the cute little girl who can kick everyone's *ss just by screaming at the top of her lungs. She could hit such a high note I bet if Mariah Carey were there, she'd be jealous. ANYway... she and her sister seems to change soooo d*mn much. Well... Jackie is like... someone else, ya know? Not the old Jackie that I knew back when we were at the restaurant getting ready to go talking about how pretty the Christmas lights would be. Came out to this guy who says hi and we both busted out laughing kind a girl... I don't know but I might be wrong and if it's for the worse I HOPE that I'm wrong because I miss Jackie and if I have a new Jackie or whatevers... it's not going to make me feel any better. Or is it that I'M the one who changed... I don't FEEL different... except I get depressed all the time... yeah... I lost my sanity when they left to go to that island or whatevers... can you believe that Jennie wants to be a doctor and go to harvard? I'm freaking out right here!!!! And she actually StUdIes!!!!! I am just so very proud of her! Well... that's all I got to say... want to hear a funny story? Well... when they were still living in Houston in the big, white house... and my family used to live with them... except my mother and I'm only there in the summer and weekends. We had a little three feet pool in the backyard... and one day it was raining so we jumped out of the pool(it was under a big shade) and we would run around in the rain and then jump back into the pool... ahh ha ha hah good times... good times... and then me and Jackie went inside to get the bathwater ready and it was thunderstorming so a lighting struck and Jackie was yelling at Cathy and Jennie to get it. And when they got in Jackie looked at their butts because she thought that they were struck by lightning... ahh ha ha hah